Day 2 of CarlyMarie's photo challenge: Self-portrait pre-loss.
This is me the weekend I
found out I was pregnant with Carpenter. We had a photographer do
pictures of our whole family (siblings, kids, parents, etc) and we had a
fabulous time. This is one of very few
family portraits that includes Carpenter. I realize today I will never
have a picture that includes my whole family now that Little M is here.
I will never see my whole family together. Would that I could regain
the innocence captured in this picture. Just four happy people, who
knew nothing would ever hurt them. Until it did. This is my grief.
Note: Day 1 was skipped. The theme was "sunrise" and as it's been pouring for two days straight, that's not been an option. :)